Dango

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we never win

a long extended adolescent pimple
let stand on the white of his skin too long
boiled up with pain one morning,
squeezing, such relief

she looks through my hair in the morning,
I`m still asleep, finding with satisfaction
a few strands of gray, see she says
youre getting old, as if to say
settle down and marry me

in the morning, the nearby fields
suddenly a frozen white, hours
of crisp clear beauty before
it all turns brown and slush

And I today, even today
15 years on, run my hand over skin
no longer so smooth, guided by
habit forged in adolescence,
searching for a pimple to squeeze.

March 11, 2005 in A `Best of` Selection for Casual Readers, Thoughts | Permalink | Comments (3) | TrackBack (1)

Watching the Sky

It`s about the strum, the foot
on floorboards and the intricate
loose-spring stop watch crunch
of the instruments clicking together
with sounds plucked from the air

helping one find a way, slowly through
the darkness inevitable in life--
Gillian gets it, Garcia clearly got it
though by and large those who get it
are humbled by music and not
in a rush to get it to disc or stage

It is a balm lord, a clear and virgin liquid
that runs like sap down a knobby tree,
it is the essence of life which we take in our ears
and savor, this teaspoon of pure amber
syrup, the sticky music of mess

watching the sky, watching the clouds
that hang low and yes, feeling your neck
fingers twining to make a lover`s prayer
and watching yes, the sky.

February 19, 2005 in A `Best of` Selection for Casual Readers, Accoustic Guitar, Music | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack (0)

Scraps of Green

moving to Tokyo he began to collect
scraps of green, like bits of cloth,
moving from one to another on his
early morning walks, that was another
new thing

the crisp morning air of the pre-dawn city
when he could catch the faint sound
of bird chirp, though mostly the great
caws of the black crows as they swooped
and hunted through bags of trash

still, the streets were empty enough
that he could walk without purpose,
without keeping to strictly defined parts,
without his Spidey-sense tingling
at the slight whoosh of from-behind
bicycles as they swerved their way
through crowds

the air sharp he walked quickly
to warm up, from the earthy garden
of an old house to the bamboo encircled
grounds of a small shrine, always taking in
the perimeter of an odd bit of green woods,
maybe two acres square, in the midst of the
lego-square buildings, protected by a wall
concealing any sign of house within

he imagined some family living there
according to ancient Edo rhythms,
a clan of rip van winkles who had not
ventured out in a hundred years,
playing and doing laundry
by a forgotten spring

as the salarymen in their black suits
and office ladies with thighs revealed
filled the street, mingling with old men
on their way to the early morning places
old men go

an increasing flow of cars and the sudden
clack of trains bringing waves and waves
of freshly pressed warriors,
police directing traffic,
a rhythmic weaving and bobbing
encountered as, moving upstream
he made his way to work.

February 11, 2005 in A `Best of` Selection for Casual Readers, Japan, Nature, Wishful Thinking | Permalink | Comments (1) | TrackBack (0)

Strum

We sit around the lone microphone
in the reconditioned barn,
the sky has been a welcome blue,
the wood boxes we sit and strum
in search of meaning, sounding weather,
sounding travel out of these earthen boards
complementing eachother in songs
and words for endeavors
not well thought out
or carried out, but done.

January 23, 2005 in A `Best of` Selection for Casual Readers, Accoustic Guitar, Music, Nature | Permalink | Comments (9) | TrackBack (0)

Five Minutes in the House Alone

Going off to the pool
She recalls the first time she wore the swimsuit
it was a terribly hot summer afternoon
and she ran to her room afterwards, sobbing
the boys had made a cruel joke about it in the pool
it was the first and last time she wore it, her hands
touch the edges of the fading picture

A trip to Grand Canyon, laughing the whole way
from Bakersfield, making it in the hot dry summer
and setting up the tent with
a hundred other one-off campers
their neighbors peeling price stickers
from their newly bought sleeping bags and pads,
making faces as the shutter clicked
over the open chasm front and center

Quicker now, birthdays, graduations in succession
days at the beach and faces lost in the crowd,
time flying past until pictures came fewer
and finally no faces at all around
Anne Mullinax, quiet, retired
turns and wheels back to the kitchen
and puts the water to boil
for the second cup this hour
hears the crash of the junk mail through the door slot
and the tick of the the clock, quiet and dependable
pours a little water out into the pot with the
houseplant that curves safe and still
as the cats stretch in the sun on the wooded floor
and one meows softly and scatches to be let out.


(this was written for the `phonebook challenge` in which you pick a random name from the phonebook and write about him or her. Yet I couldn`t help writing about a real person and place.)

January 20, 2005 in A `Best of` Selection for Casual Readers, Aging, America, East Bay, Home | Permalink | Comments (1) | TrackBack (0)

the Red Lotus

A flower opens under the deep water
the deep water

I take a cord and throw it towards
the flower whose roots are so far down

whose roots are so far down

The spell of the deep is troubled
the ripple spreads all out

With my cord I try to snare the lotus
as if its heart lay deep beneath the water

The sun floats on the edge of the lake, balancing
it goes out, it goes down
it falls into the night and drowns

He falls into the night and drowns
as if his heart lay deep beneath the water

(inspired by Ly Y Hane/ Colored Stars)

January 08, 2005 in A `Best of` Selection for Casual Readers, Nature, poems `92-`98 | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack (0)

the homebody leaving blues

the 60`s are slipping
great moment in time
that may never be revered
as it should, once you sit around
and get high a few too many times
who cares to recollect

the times they are a changin`
though standing on Mission Street
in the full sun, watching the last few
ungentrified city souls go about their daily
I can just picture Santana toting
his case to a gig, midst the colors
and fros and heads

while Steve in his cabin in the Sonoma woods
percolates with the old folk songs and rhythms
like Bob Dylan conversing with balladeers
in his head, a veritable convention of misty-eyed
mountain men sharing pipes and wampum
Herodotus, Thucydides, whoever might care to
stop by on a clear moonshine night

Oh I can see for miles on a clear Pacific noon
high above the long ruffles and rolls of clouds
in a post turbulence trauma glow
with my girlfriend, alright

January 06, 2005 in A `Best of` Selection for Casual Readers, California, Music, San Francisco | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack (0)

Being John Ritter

What is it about thirty
suddenly I look like John Ritter
though I point out I`m a little fat

So it is a sort of icing on a twenties mudpie
when I didn`t look like anyone at all

but John Ritter? the daytime re-run king
sharing an apartment with two lovely ladies,
never shacking up

at this exact time I find to my surprise he is one year dead, the careless, carefree`last person you would expect to find dead before his time` ladies man is dead dead

who better to carry on his legacy then
than an english teacher in Japan, a land
where acts with extra servings of cheese never die,
where the Drifters, Coasters, you name it
roll into town for hundred a pop performances in legendary Tokyo auditoriums long after their last Las Vegas revival went belly up

Oh I`ll make a good John Ritter I`m sure
I`m already humming `Come and Knock on my Door`

December 19, 2004 in A `Best of` Selection for Casual Readers, English Teachers/ing, Japan, Television | Permalink | Comments (13) | TrackBack (0)

ah well

the winter blues are finally settling
though the sky has been remarkably clear of late
a `koharu`, what they call `little spring`
extending to the cusp of winter,
persimmons, pumpkin-orange inhabit
leafless trees, ornamenting the branches
with a dying autumn sweetness

miles davis seems to suit the afternoon fine,
long langourous early 60`s blues and swirling dreams
of tropical sunset, `En Aranjuez Con Tu Amor`
that`s somewhere I wouldn`t mind going now
the same swirling woodwinds that draw you
in to the M*A*S*H theme, winds of abiding regret

to be back in California, first time in 3 years
will be something, well, not remarkable
something different, lets see how well
I blend in

I often dream of walking the hills, and streets
of San Francisco, lets see how well those
winter colors match the delicate, clear
shades I recall

November 28, 2004 in A `Best of` Selection for Casual Readers, Autumn, California, Jazz, Nature, Wishful Thinking | Permalink | Comments (0)

grey mother Tokyo

Here in Japan you can feel pretty
good about sprawling, it has it
because sign of business and a general
willingness to join the rush
whether in deep jointed deliberations
or in swirling crowds above,
ensconced in subways and all the warm
serviceable places where no car dwell
sadness just a way product of a
tunneling bright

Nothing changes in the city
40 percent of elementary school students
think the sun revolves around the earth,
everything seems to be reeling about Tokyo
the axis of everything though pointed outward,
navel gazing great monster gray
empire a damaged sun

November 25, 2004 in A `Best of` Selection for Casual Readers, Japan | Permalink | Comments (0)

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