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In 1965

The apartment wooden, a little rickety
for earthquakes , but appealing in
the bright sea-fronted air, overshadowed by
the recent concrete apartment next door,
the street outside busy, bright flags of
a Chevy dealership across the street
and the whafes of a taqueria
around the corner

there were five of them or six at times,
it wasn`t clear who was living there
of course there were those who
watched the TV and those who didn`t,
those who washed dishes and those
who didn`t

The landlady at the apartments next door
recalls she offered a room to one of them
cause he was spanish, or part, she herself
from an old California-Mexican family,
she saw them all as boys, though some
well into their twenties, drinking beer or wine
on the deck, in the sun, she had little to do
but sit and watch from above like a peering bird,
their girlfriends, generally blonde, their conversations
well, a little odd

Nixon always making his funny speeches,
with which she half agreed, the Pinto one of them
bought, modified engine, rumbling to a start or stop
late at night, and the kind of joy she felt when she
watched them, a kind of family of children
in a playground, so different from
the salary-bound tenants before,
she recalls the guitars ragged and accoustic that
would fade in the wind and reach her in snatches
of improvised joy and sadness.

September 24, 2005 in Dreams, San Francisco | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack (0)

Two Moons

I begged and begged my mom and grandma
to take me to Star Wars, I was all of three
and they worried about, what? impressionable minds,
needn`t have worried, 15 minutes and I was out--
Darth Vader heavy-breath`d, squeezing
the life out of a soldier in a basket hat

We would go to the park every lunchtime
bring our lunchboxes with superheroes
emblazened in primary colors
and settle down for a good
two hours of action figure play in the
crisp San Francisco light

Darth Vader of course, and Luke in his desert
garb, much cooler than the X-wing pilot
bright prison-orange jumpsuit Luke,
Sand People, peeking out of peaked hoods
Han and Chewie, the gentle long haired wookie
Greedo`s alien glare that somehow matched
the punk of the time, we had quite a collection

Later, after I moved
I recall hanging upside down on the metal bar,
surveying the first-grade playground, feeling
I was Luke Skywalker, alone in the desert
on a planet with two moons

July 08, 2005 in Movies, San Francisco | Permalink | Comments (4) | TrackBack (0)

Once Roamed

How relaxed they seem, hippies yes
but that was another word for
someone who was relaxed
at the time hence, hip and worthy of all
benefits the phrase freelove entailed

though a fair few not blonde and
sunny natured created alternative
visions in early incarnations
accoustic, with a taste of something
screaming and metallic

the picture from golden gate park
is idyllic, not too crowded,
a Sunday student`s picnic, a clique and
snubbing of parents, nothing
earthshattering at all, rolling of joints
and gathering of tribes and all, the Beats
had already warped reality and left a thousand
free thoughts and poses of free thinking
in their wake.

April 23, 2005 in San Francisco | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack (0)

Jazz

jazz is a sound about maintaining
and going about your business,
not designed to help you fall in love
or nurse a broken heart, not particularly
caring if you listen

a black coffee morning,
the earthy Hills Bros. scent
of brick-oven roasting
as you enter the City by the bay bridge,
so much better than a cup ever tasted
an enervating jump up and go-ness
to which there can be no sugar added
and not a drop of milk

when the stresses and wound-up city pleasures
threaten there is always a moment of accepting
certain things about living, and aging, and dying--
jazz is no middle aged dandy trying to comb
over that bald spot and attract young girls
by the station, jazz stands calmly, supremely
comfortable in its own clothes.

February 11, 2005 in Music, San Francisco | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack (0)

the homebody leaving blues

the 60`s are slipping
great moment in time
that may never be revered
as it should, once you sit around
and get high a few too many times
who cares to recollect

the times they are a changin`
though standing on Mission Street
in the full sun, watching the last few
ungentrified city souls go about their daily
I can just picture Santana toting
his case to a gig, midst the colors
and fros and heads

while Steve in his cabin in the Sonoma woods
percolates with the old folk songs and rhythms
like Bob Dylan conversing with balladeers
in his head, a veritable convention of misty-eyed
mountain men sharing pipes and wampum
Herodotus, Thucydides, whoever might care to
stop by on a clear moonshine night

Oh I can see for miles on a clear Pacific noon
high above the long ruffles and rolls of clouds
in a post turbulence trauma glow
with my girlfriend, alright

January 06, 2005 in A `Best of` Selection for Casual Readers, California, Music, San Francisco | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack (0)

visiting Jack

A mild mannered girl,
maybe attractive auburn hair but
no beat, not like Jack, around
the time when his reputation began
to exceed performance, breathless
I ran up the stairs of the apartment complex
looking for his door, and knocking was
greeted by a surly growl

Opening the door, a surprisingly normal guy
apologetic in his best beat manners
handsome in a rebellious mid-30`s
alcoholic way, and there were two others,
one a cat-like girl, maybe good and close
friend of one or the other

And the other was lets see,
dean moriarity or gary snyder
certainly he wasnt all wild and crazy or
particularly talkative so I`m going to say
snyder, and they were planning a fishing trip
in the mountains, I sat on the bed
petite and demur, guess I wasn`t any kind of
beat at all

slowly I took in Jack
and the honor of meeting him
though now at the outset of his sinking, floating
years where the original rebellion was at odds with
the forces of age and gravity

reclining in a deck chair in the kind of old beat
apartment that may exist only in San Francisco,
he asked me a semi-serious question like,
did I think he could keep on writing?
sounded like he was flirting, but also
as if he had things on his mind,
had been possibly drinking
before I arrived, and was now trying to put on
his best collegiate, nice guy face
so envoking compassion, even pity

And though I couldn`t have known
he didn`t have much left
that the last years of his life would be abject
and that indeed he would spend most nights
drunk out of his skull, (oh the advantages of hindsight)
I said something that I hoped would encourage him
I forget and

we wound up playing a kind of mad baseball game
in the room with a mop for a bat
and crumpled paper balls
swinging to the blast of some scratchy trumpet.

November 15, 2004 in A `Best of` Selection for Casual Readers, Beats, California, chestnuts, Dreams, Kerouac, San Francisco | Permalink | Comments (0)

Transportation

The best music has the power to transport us,
whether it be to a time or a mood or a season,
Hendrix had that power in spades, though it often
ended in a confrontational, color-bleeding place
I`m not sure I want to go that often

The Grateful Dead are the only band that can take me
to a certain spot endemic to Northern California
and to a certain time in my life filled with
Mission District sounds and smells

Spring a time of windy hills and Twin Peaks
looking out from the tall perched radio towers
couples walking dogs and sunset bay watching,
a boy running up a deep spring green
kite trailing behind then taking flight
that`s Alligator, `holed up waiting for a windy day`

Cosmic Charlie is a long street, call it Ashberry
the long smooth stroll gait
of a Robert Crumb figure with big shoes,
and a smug smirk among the peaceful hullaboo
tipping his dandy cap to earthy women passing

Dark Star a drive across the Bay Bridge
the city shimmering naked through the fog
competing with the star laced sky,
the white lights of bridge suspension rising and falling
in wave like rhythms, a feeling of being
connected somehow with deeper space

Rosemary an old blue victorian
folded among rather steep hills that,
protected from the wind
bristle with bay laurel and oak
once-cultivated roses mix with wild flowers
pushing up in an exuberant sun-dappled tangle,
a late afternoon stillness, shadowed now
the sun bending under the hill already
the upper branches of trees still a
crest of soft golden light

Doing that Rag is late autumn, this a strange autumn
a hundred odd hipsters strung out all night
in halloween fun magnified, that lets itself out
in tremendous howls and peals of laughter

Cold Rain and Snow, a glimpse of an everyday angel
blonde hair and loose beaded shirt
standing with her back to me, the second story
stair-connected rickety porch of a wooden house,
watering flowers and plants in orange clay pots,
water running between the floor boards
and pattering on the gravel below

Black Peter a quiet afternoon in victorian
smoke and mirrors receeding
laying in bed with fever and an accoustic guitar,
a few friends come to visit, they`ll be moving on
soon enough, but for now one lazy afternoon
come round, come round my door.


October 15, 2004 in Autumn, Music, San Francisco | Permalink | Comments (0)

marine dream

I have oft recurring dreams of the freedom and the prison
of ships and the sea... freedom, there`s
no one to hassle or know where you are a black speck
on the coast somewhere

prison of waves pounding, locking you in between mountains and sand eroded cliff, there`s really no where to run

the image of a small perfect harbor town, seagull looping town, with one sailors` bar, girls drinking all the night and waiting for their ship

for sailors who came and who promised and who went....

Image of a foggy coast and San Francisco in the 40`s, signing up for a merchant marine the quiet thrill of shipping out for unknown ports, Yokohama, Honolulu, Manila, Guam

miscellaneous books in army green surplus backpack
to tide you through months at sea

a few Esquire pinups for color, the blast of the foghorn
we`re under way.

September 24, 2004 in chestnuts, San Francisco , Santa Cruz, Sea, Travel | Permalink | Comments (0)

deadend echoes howl

all those movements and nostalgias San Francisco, punch drunk sailors and beat poets, all those premature nostalgias and meaningless expeditions to the centers of eternity, glorifying of something as natural as atmosphere and sunshine, all you wild cherry pickers of the turbulent stew, americas yester-whirl years of expansion and adverse reaction... lead to lazy chuminess and profound suspicion of the un-warped mind, and a prodigious appetite for crazy sax and drumming (which I admire) and visions of a heaven that are at best illusion, unearthed varients of the birthing song. How to wrest inspiration from the american streets without succumbing naked, to teahead prophets of that unilluminable night?

August 26, 2004 in A `Best of` Selection for Casual Readers, Beats, Kerouac, San Francisco | Permalink | Comments (1)

Aliens Visit S.F. circa 1966

Martian landers in a far off fog, far flung upon
the fabled frisco shores, barbary sharks and pirates
rising steep in roads carved of rock.
The party is over before its already started it`s just
fading against a four-star backdrop.

Clouds move white against a sea of bream and dark hidden
purple grottos, where Jazzbo Collins spins endless
platters to the martians delight,
they sway their antennas in sang froide syncopation and
click their snappy green heels.

Back in the gamma wave alleys, beyond the passed out drunk,
in the depths of the Tenderloin,
the sound of foreign chatter, high pitched decibel mishmash
perhaps a martian love song, or tibetan

The saucers hover in the night taking in the sonic beams
transmitted by a hundred flying freaks,
ready to beam up to that big clam shell in the sky
long as there`s wine and plenty of weed.

And one flew over the double rainbow, a real Kesey cuckoo
type, polk-spotted and full of jump juice and jive
torn apart on the funky splatter somewhere
around Prospero and Haight.
Everyone looked up, far out and collected the remains to bake.

June 25, 2004 in Jazz, San Francisco | Permalink | Comments (0)

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