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Motivation

Motivation is found in the spots that hurt the most
in the social snubs and hours spent
apart from the crowd

The gratification of simple touch denied
the impulse exerts itself in small rages pulsing outward
raw animal disappointment metasizes
into ambition and lust for power

Writing was such an impulse perhaps,
recognizing the impetus
I stopped

Yet the pattern once formed
is never completely broken

much as I became sick on Vandekamp`s frozen fish sticks
at age five, now in Japan unable to oblige my genial hosts
Writing has stalked me, snatches of poetry push and prod
me to take up the pen and spill virtual blood in the service
of an ancient muse

October 30, 2004 in Japan, Writing | Permalink | Comments (0)

the writer`s options

There were several versions of the same self and they all competed indiscriminately at first, jumping off the walls in a race to see who could get ahead.

There was the sensitive nature lover, austere and rosy cheeked, jumping logs in a wild quest for the holy egret.

There was the ladies` man, suave and uninstilled with the fear of others that the pale faces along the outside boundaries had taught his sleepless self to be, rich and brooding over lost and supposed great fortunes.

There was arrogant Mr. Ixp who never waited on the red carpet and whom all the press corps followed from destination to destination, sweeping glances and ill conceived snapshots into their pockets like mice after crumbly cheese.

There was the archaeologist and wine-swoven adventurer who crossed the desert recklessly once on twin camels and a pack of Lucky Strikes, Bogart style.

There was the artist who swirled and mixed cray-pas into wistful hippy chaste madonnas and circumnabulous clouds.

The realist who threw up his hands and said fuck it, live for the day as there won`t be many others.

The deep penetrating sensationalist who wrapped himself in the pleasures of a throbbing hard-on.

These were a few of the parlour tricks played by this overactive mind, twiddling its thumbs in the late afternoon, looking over fields of cotton through waves of hazy bourbon farts. Charlie K. sighed and slipped limply on to a sloppy finish.

June 18, 2004 in moldy b-sides, Writing | Permalink | Comments (0)

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